(5 days later )
RAJVEER'S POV
The fuck , since I have came from that fucking contest of miss world I can't stop thinking about her (Samaira the miss world ), idk what I am feeling I feel jealous when she talks to guys on interviews , I have started to smile while I see her chuckling on interview and I feel proud on her when she tells it was her dream ,what have I became, she makes me feel that I never want to let her go , I want to steal her from eyes and this world , have I fallen in love?
no no no noooo I can't this makes men weak and I am just obsessed with her looks that's it , my inner-self mocked me then why do you feel like keeping her you dream about having her by your side mentally emotionally physically by soul heart and mind not just physically with you .
I shut it down no I don't love her she is just a pretty face with nice nature that's it and when I feed her money she will come to me by her own she will be greedy and money minded like all women I have sent my bodyguard to ask to come to me . My practical mind wants her to come so that I can prove she is like others but my soul and heart doesn't wants her to come like this........
(2 hours later )
My bodyguard came in but his face had bruises his arm bleeding and a little wobbly on walk I stood and asked
what happened
"sir I went to ma'am and told her all the thing she had tears in eyes and said tell your boss to upgrade his level of thinking the way he thinks like a I cant mention what she told he needs this money to get a good moral classes and yes respect women's too and then her assistant came and saw mam's tears and beated me a lot this is why I came like this and she rejected your proposal"
"Please go and take rest"
I handled him cash and asked the doctor to check on him he went , God her assistant is really a fighter whatever interesting that she rejected and said me to learn respecting women's and take manner classes and she cried on this thought , wait she cried but why is it hurting me, stop it Rajveer she is nothing to you just a fleeting infatuation nothing else but what did she call me?
I called my bodyguard and asked, he hesitantly said 'sir she called you A$hole and pervert' , thank god he didn't tell who I was else she would despise me .
Instant regret is what I am feeling , I can't stoop so low to ask any woman like this . Guilt engulfs me but when I tell this to papa he makes me understand that not every woman is like that , and I realise this because I have seen many women honest loyal independent strong like my bestfriends , but I was so blinded and prejudged just because my mom was never nice I assumed every girl or woman same . I am sorry to every woman I misunderstood for the depths of my heart .
Anyways , I know one thing she is perfect .......
I mean nice yeah , I took shower and went to attend meetings
(10 days later )
fuck why am I so restless to see her I fucking watch EVERY INTERVIEW and shorts or reels edited on her , she is ETHERAL and DIVINE beauty.
I am fucking obsessed !
She is everywhere in my feed , shorts ,mind , mobile screen wallpaper , my phone gallery filled with her , I asked Vishal to draw her sketch and hanged it in my room and you won't believe , I am planning to get her name tatooed on my hand .
My midnight thoughts are her , her and our children for gods dammn sake .
ughhhh I am totally fucked up ...............!!!
She has entered my heart actually built a permanent home there , I am whipped for her , I want to see her the moment my eyes open , I fucking dream about her and I LOVE HER , she is my life and I can't survive without her being by my side even if she hates me , hits me , loves me , likes me and someone else . I want no ... NEED HER AS MINE !
and I will happily cross any lines for that !
HEY everyone love you guyss and here is new chapter ,soon will be releasing new chapter stay tuned be happy my munchkins !!!!!)
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